Idolatrous lies & deception
Back to Bianca’s page > Reminder to self that no love will compare to that of Jesus’s love. No matter how good it makes me feel. Sin is pleasurable but for a season. How could I have picked another? How easy was it for I to offer my soul to her? I gave her everything […]
Idolatry
Back to Bianca’s page > Worshipping the creation vs. the creator. Where do I begin? My heart I’ve given away. Piece by piece, too many times If she loved me, I’d give her a piece If she looked at me a certain way, Smiled at me in some kind of way, My heart was hers! […]
It was never love
Back to Bianca’s page > Reminder to self that the romantic love I shared with other woman was a fix for my emotional neediness and wants. It was never ‘love’ as defined by the Bible (selfless)! It was never love You were always an addiction A means to an end A fix, a satisfying to […]
The Spiritual Side of Things
Back to Bianca’s page > Statement – written in November 2021 from the perspective of Habakkuk chapters 1-3 I had become like death and was not satisfied. My enlarged desires were bottomless like hell; my soul was not right within me. I extorted myself and stole that which wasn’t mine. I sinned against my soul. […]
Dirty Feet
Back to Bianca’s page > Written in March 22 – Inspired by John Chapter 13 and my inability to sometimes love parts of myself. You love my dirty feet and wash them clean. I rather not take of my socks. Why would you want to touch my dirty, ugly feet? I don’t know how to […]
