Reminder to self that the romantic love I shared with other woman was a fix for my emotional neediness and wants. It was never ‘love’ as defined by the Bible (selfless)!
It was never love
You were always an addiction
A means to an end
A fix, a satisfying to my craving!
If I really love then I’ll let you go and
Give you away to the God who gave it all for you
My love was selfish, I kept you around because you pleased me